I have been constantly there for people   whenever they needed me. My ears were all open to there  non stop talks. I behaved like a sponge and absorbed all their emotions they poured out. Used my newest of handkerchief, spoiled my favourite top just to wipe their tears and gave them a shoulder to rely upon.
Never judged anybody no matter what they have done. Coz i understand the circumstances under which they have done the blunder. Everyone is allowed to commit mistakes and learn from it. So i never judged. Had been there in all ups and downs making their problem mine. Acted like a garbage bin where people dumped their emotions, used it to make themselves light and never turned back,
Helping them did not hurt me, what i feel bad for is when i needed the same people to be with me, to listen to me, i was there standing alone with my shadow. Even shadow left me in the darkness. My closest of buddies did not understood my silence. My bestedtt friend was not there when i was going through worst phase of my life.. He never understood me the way i did. I was there for him in every situation he went through. Never leaving the hand. Rather holding it even tighter when he tried to escape. But when it came to me, i have to go through all this ALONE.  
So i decided why to hurt yourself by expecting out of people, when at the end it is just you who is there alone helping yourself out. And so now i decide, rather choose to be my helping hand, to comfort myself in difficulty, calm myself down when my heart is fry,because i have realized no one knows me better than i do. And yes from today I LL do anything to make that girl happy, smiling, the girl who I daily  see in the mirror. ;) she is awesome and deserves to be happy